Thursday, October 16, 2003

been a super long while. sorry to those who have been waiting so long for this post. and for those who want to kill me cuz i did much much better den i expected. 8 leh. i cant believe it. shant talk about results and stuff now. since it has been over for so long. but still. getting the single digit. felt gd. ego-booster=) [ another one can be found at the 4J site]

there are two things that have been occupying my mind since my results came out. where i want to go/ combi. and studying for teh Os

rj is reachable for me. slightly doubtful at times. but i can go there. if i want to that is. got many pull and push factors ( geog huh ) that are leading me to and from rj. the other choice is vj of course. and i have mixed feelings about going to either jc. soccer. friends. enemies. environment. ppl. teachers. combi. faculty. new campus etc etc. plus all the extra info that im getting from all round the shop. ppl asking me why im not going rj. or why i SHOULD go blah blah because of some stuff. confusing lar in general. rj? vj? i duno. decide. -leaning on the v side now-

o levels. studying hard. hope all the ppl that i know will do well. like meet their expectations and stuff. for if they study hard. they will reap the benefits yeah. thats the way the system goes. work hard. nad beat the system at its game


the race-leader song. heh. 'there is' by box car racer=)
the guitar rocks.

this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
ive given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
ive given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone our lives went by so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
that there someone out there who feels just like me
there is

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